Did I tell you....

That my mom bought new house?

Its closer to tap X, on the main island...sweet

Bsically its right next to the alameda hospital...

Yay, something... cool

2 minutes later...

Learned my mom got Hipnotized.

She hasnt had a cigarrette for 24 hours.

Got Acupenture (sp?) in her ear.

And then sugery tomorrow..

Like I said, I hate being so far away, stange things, and things I dont like happen.

Dude...

Not so good.

Moms having sugery. SHIT.

What the hell... Arg, I fucking hate france.

So FUCKING far away.

Dude......SNOW

Shit you have no idea how it feels to come to france, and think your not gonna see a drop of snow, and then one day, during the afternoon it freakin blizzards snow like crazy. Dude, all schools in this region are freakin closed tomorrow, except for highschools. Im not even joking, it snowed for like 5 hours, and the flakes were hella big. Its hella incredible, and I walked with cécile to her basket ball practice and we ran in the snow, and slid all over the place, and it was dark and cold outside, with just street lights, in a little quite town. How better could it get? Oh well.. kissing in the snow is cool too.

I really find it interesting how dreams... bring back thoughts and memories. I was laying down with...a guy, we were together cuddling, and then a few minutes later, he pushes me away and tells me No, I cant do this. I dont know, but the dream was intense, like emtion wise, almost like the dreams I have were I wake up and scared as shit, but it was just a hella strong feeling, hella trippy. .... . . ..

And I had a scary ass Columbine dream. I started to write about it in another blog, but never got around to it. Basically I was running around columbine from the killers with megan hayes, until I was hiding under a table trapped, like the kid in the video. But the dream was so real, cause I had watched the camera recording, on you tube, and shit, its hella trippy watching kids freaking shoot people, but the dream was real cause I knew where I was going, and the school had the same layout in the video, like my mind remembered. EEEEee... And after that dream I had the worst time sleeping. Anyways... I have homework, I dont know. .. .
I miss you guys a lot.

So.. Have a good day / week

Guns, France, and Nightmares

Yesterday we started walking to Cécile's dads work, cause we happened to finish school early. I really liked walking with her, and alone, cause at school we dont see each other much, and it was good for us to just talk about shit.

She asked me if I had listed to the conversation she had with some of her friends in the hallway, I said no, so she started to explain. She was on the second or third floor of the school, was in the class of english, and sat next to the window. Across from the window there are apartments, and she said she said a window open and close, open and close. And then a few minutes later a guy stuck his arm out the window...with a revolver. She watched him pull the trigger, but shooting nothing, and by the time she told her friend next to her, the arm had gone back inside. They watched the window, and then saw two men laughing...kinda creepy. But she hadnt told her teacher... When she told me this I was hella freaked out, not only cause it could have been real but when you see something like that, you just dont go around telling your friends, and not someone impôrtant like a teacher, or someone who would take this serisouly. And besides, those appartments, and kids ((me and everyone else), walk past those appartments everday, and now im hella freaked out.

Besides that, she told her dad and sister at the dinner table, her sister is like 25 or something, and she just kinda joked about it. Dang, If I saw a gun, Id freaking run AWAY from the window, but her dad though it would be and OK idea to tell someone, so... she did this morning, and there gonna tell the principal about it. But anyways, I got hella pissed off that they were taking this as a joking matter, and I had a hella scary nightmare about it, the whole seeing the gun thing, and him killing people and shit, especially since I just did this huge as project on Columbine, and I am sure I do not want to be shot and killed in France. Or dont want anyone else getting freaking shot for that matter.

Okay, I have to do my homework now.
Miss you guys

Music..

I found this site, its pretty cool.. for like, finding quick music.

Maybe you can read, and like, listen to music at the same time! Its ingenous, im telling you. Anyways, I had a hella good new years and things are going pretty good, but basically I wrote about it in my journal, and now Im too lazy to actually type it on the comp. So, I hope everythings going well in california, and everyones doing well. I miss you guys