En fait

Je ne veux plus utiliser ce blog, cest trop nul

Pour Les Francais

En fait, j'ai decidé de utiliser ce blog pour mes amis les francais, parce que je le utilse jamais, et je ne parle pas beacoup avec vous, donc cest mieux comme sa, sauf si vous ne lirez pas (hehe en fait jai vu le blog de cécile, et jai voulu un comme sa, mais je sais pas comment faire!!!). Mais jespere que vous voulez le lire quand meme, mais je sais mon francais peut etre mieux.

Bon, je vais essayer quand meme. Aujourd'hui je me suis levée vers 10h30, parce que tout les nuit je me couche vers 3h ou 4h du matin. Cetait marrant parce que hier soir on etait tres fatiguée, (Cécile et moi), donc on sest couchée vers 21h, et Cécile a se demandé pourquoi, mais elle a dit qu'on etait fatiguée, et qu'on avait raison, cetait l'heure de dormir. Ce matin on a mangé des "Lucky Charms", et apres on a pris les douches, et on etait en ville pour ramener un DVD qu'on a imprunté. On a mangé a un parc, et apres on est revenu chez moi pour faire du kayak, mais on pouvait pas rentre dans leau. Plus tard on a utilisé un truc des voisins, et on etait tout mouillé qu'on est sortie des kayaks. Plus tard on a regardé Moulin Rouge, mais on a pas fini encore, peut etre on ferra ce soir.

Et si tu veux lire un peu de mon autre blog / 'website', cest slobberystella.com, cest en anglais, mais tu peux le changer en francais. Et apparement je recois les textos, mais personne peut mapeller.

Photos

I went to see a castle, but I put the pictures up on my real website, slobberystella... along with another post under it I think.

Thats all.

Lyuda: Im waiting... patiently for your email.

50 random things

MEEEE
1. Where is your dad right now? I have no idea, and I really dont care
2. Last time you kissed someone?a couple of hours ago
3. Name five things you did today. School, text message, eat, walk, nap
4. Last person u text messeged? Anthony
5. What kind of phone do you have? Sony Ericson
Theres No 6666666
7. Where does your best friend work? I think lyuda is the closest friend to a best friend right now... and shes gonna work at HBC.
8. What are you listening to? nothing, french speakers
9. What do you smell like? me
10. what color are your eyes?brown
11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? ......no
12. What color is your bedroom floor? ugly blue carpet
13. Do you have a chair in your room? yeah its black
14. What are you doing tomorrow? Taking a 4 hour History / Geo test, and then eating lunch, and then haveing history and french class, and then chillin
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? yep
16.What is your favorite number. 23
16. What color is your moms hair? im not sure
19. Do you have a dog? Breed? Name? Stella, Mastiff
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? the spider song
21. Are you married?no, dur
22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? dont have any
24. Do you play an instrument? well not exactly anymore
25. Do you like fire? sure, its warm
26. Are you allergic to anything? I think skittles
27. Do you have a crush on anyone?I REALLY LIKE someone, not a "crush", thats a stupid word
28. who is your Best friend? I already answered this
29. Have you ever been to a spa? nah
30. Did you take science all four years of high school? what four years?
31. Do you like butterflies? yeah
32. Do you miss someone right now? of course
33. Do you think they miss you too? I think so
34. Have you ever seen your school counselor? no
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? yep
36. What is one thing you've learned about life? buy the "pill"
37. Whats your favorite color? iono always changes
38. Is anyone jealous of you?of what? this bitch that lives in etriché always flirting with my anthony, imma break her neck
39. Ever been stuck in an elevator? dont think so
40. What does your mom call you? Loren
41.What do your friends call you?Lorrrren (with a rolly R)
42. What does you hair look like right now? longer than before, blackish
43. Has a friend ever used you? obvisouly they arent my friend
44. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend? sure
45. What have you eaten today?cookies, grapefruit,apple, lunch.. stufffff
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? i think its straight
48. Who was the last person you drove with? ceciles dad, but he was driving
49. What are you looking forward to? learning more freaking french
50. How are you today? You dont wanna know

Post and not Post

Im posting cause I havent posted.

So, this weekend:

Ceciles Basketball Game 4:30
Friends Birthday 7:00 - 3am?
Sunday - Another basketball game

YAY, theres my weekend, oh and

Chem / Physics / French Homework thrown somewhere in there

Funfetti

Yesterday I had a french presentation / oral, and it was just me, the teacher, and one of my friends. But you see…french is already hard, writing and anylizing a text is harder, especially if you havent read the book (dude it was in french, and at the time, it was reallly difficult). But one of my friends helped me, and..basically gave me her notes, so I wouldnt be completely lost. I did an introduction, something on the context, and then she gave me ideas on the plan after my question (yeah its complicated), so I did a plan, but didnt answer the question, yeah really stupid, and then didnt finish cause it was really late, and decided not to do it. And then I presented it, and the teacher was like “This has nothing to do with text…it explains the story”. And I was like…hmmm.. I dont really say much, my french teacher talks, doesnt really leave room for me to say things, like… I dont know what to say. Its annoying. So I just say mmmhmmm, so she thinks I understand, which I did. Anyways… that was that.

Tonight im home alone, and me and my host sister are gonna celebrate her birthday just the two of us when she gets back from basketball, cause mommy sent me a box of Funfetti Cake that im gonna make for her. But, im gonna make the cake, and not throw on the icing, were gonna do that part together. : )

Ha. Anthony has a friend of his, who ive met… three times, and one time he had dinner with a bunch of friends of his, and I couldnt go to it, so I sent Anthony a text message saying sorry that I couldnt make it, and to tell hi to his friends for me. So he did, and his friend, Yohann, called my cell phone, and said that was nice and stuff, and he was sorry that I could make it. Yadda yadda, so I put his number in my phone, just in case he happened to call back. (You see, here in France, when you call comeone, it does charge by the minute, but only when the person actually picks up the phone. So, they have like this game, where you call people and let it ring once, and then hang up, and supposedly its like your thinking of the person, and usually they “beep” you back, and it doesnt cost anything. When I saw that Cecile had a lot of missed calls, I was confused, lol) Back to my story, Yohann almost never beeps me, hes not really my friend, hes Anthonys. So he called me about an hour ago, and was like “Hey loren, its Yohann…” I was like oh great, him again, but not because it was HIM, because sometimes I seriously do not like speaking french on a cell phone. It can be very difficult for me, but I succeed, mwhahahahahahaa. Anyways, he was like “Yeah, so what does ‘to the left’ mean”? And I was like…huh? You calling me because you want to me translate something for you? Dang, I must be such a useful tool, it was a little weird. I was like… “a gauche?”… He cut me off and said in that Beyonce song, yeah, and he didnt hear me or something so he passed the phone to his friend, who seeemed more… human, and… thinking straight that his friend. So he asked me the same thing, which he knew the answer, and I was like yep, “a gauche”. But then he wanted to know the meaning of it, and I was like… umm… So I told him that it was beyonce saying that it was easier to find another guy and stuff, not really sure if it was the right answer, but it seemed to be what he was looking for. So, he told me to have a good weekend, and thanks, and then we hung up. A few minutes later I heard the song on the radio, found the real meaning, and sent it in a text message to Yohann. I thought that was the end of it, but he called me back like two minutes later. So I picked the phone and was like “YES?”… Ya know, after he asked me how to translate “intelligence” from french to english, which its the same word, he started talking gibbersh, and it was loud, and he proabably had been drinking. LOL. So that is my french story for the week.

PERDU

I have some weird emotions.

First of all, the last two times ive tried calling my mom shes been busy. I mean, I guess its normal and shit, but then when shes busy, I dont feel like talking to her later, cause she was busy before, like retaliating and shit. Same thing goes with Anthony.

Earlier today I told him we proabably wouldnt see each other today, but later he sends me a text message saying hes not doing anything, and I tell him me too. Hes knows I cant just leave the house, well it depends, and later everyone is over at a friends house, im not invited, and now im stuck at home, and decide that I dont ever wanna leave. Im like locking myself up. And seriously he never stops by. It pisses me off.

I always feel so lost, I dont know why. And its not even lost, I just feel... arg. yep, arg. Whatever, screw it, I dont need friends right now, I dont even need Anthony, so why... why why why, that is the question. I need to be more fucking independent, what the hella is wrong with me, shit.

Leb die Sekunde

Dang, didnt even think about checking wikipedia. Kollin is hella right, and I find it ironic that when you look on wikipedia, it relates him with DAVID BOWIE, im serious, its no wonder why im obsessing over him. And I have to admit, thats hes hella finer than david bowie, like whoa... hella beautiful.

Yeah, went to see Ghost Rider, really did suck, but yeah, he did have a 10 pack, that was... incredible. But I wasnt dissappointed with the kid nicolas cage... ^^. Haha. And I think I want my hair cut like Bills, hella clean.

-this post is dedicated to Kollin, who gave me the wikipedia link

Hot Ass German Guy

I am so addicted to the main singer, its not even funny. Im completely serious. Its kind of REDICULOUS, mais je trouve que il est TROP BEAU!!! so there. MMMMMMMMMMM. So fucking pretty...... hes beautiful... okay imma stop there.

Wednesday Anthony and I went on a date.
It was pretty sweet... just the two of us. I went to his house around 6 and ate some crepes, and then at 6:30 we left for the local Safeway type store so I could get money and buy some gummy bears. But I couldnt find just gummy bears, so I bought gummy Smurfs, which were blue. Hella yummy. There was actually traffic heading into the city, which was unexpected, and when we found parking in front of our school, we ran to the theater. I thought it was nessicary, we were parking when the film was starting, but Anthony didnt. It was pretty good film, you should... watch it someday. Little Children.

Later today Im gonna go see Ghost Rider with Anthony and some friends. ITs gonna be.. interesitng, especially in french, but maybe Nick Cage will be better in french. I hate that guy.

And lests see... I am so incredibly behind on my homework, it sucks. But not doing homework makes my vacations like incredible, im always doing something, and not sitting in this boring old house. I actually.. have a life here. ITs incredible. And the German guy IS HOOOTTTTT.

Did I tell you....

That my mom bought new house?

Its closer to tap X, on the main island...sweet

Bsically its right next to the alameda hospital...

Yay, something... cool

2 minutes later...

Learned my mom got Hipnotized.

She hasnt had a cigarrette for 24 hours.

Got Acupenture (sp?) in her ear.

And then sugery tomorrow..

Like I said, I hate being so far away, stange things, and things I dont like happen.

Dude...

Not so good.

Moms having sugery. SHIT.

What the hell... Arg, I fucking hate france.

So FUCKING far away.

Dude......SNOW

Shit you have no idea how it feels to come to france, and think your not gonna see a drop of snow, and then one day, during the afternoon it freakin blizzards snow like crazy. Dude, all schools in this region are freakin closed tomorrow, except for highschools. Im not even joking, it snowed for like 5 hours, and the flakes were hella big. Its hella incredible, and I walked with cécile to her basket ball practice and we ran in the snow, and slid all over the place, and it was dark and cold outside, with just street lights, in a little quite town. How better could it get? Oh well.. kissing in the snow is cool too.

I really find it interesting how dreams... bring back thoughts and memories. I was laying down with...a guy, we were together cuddling, and then a few minutes later, he pushes me away and tells me No, I cant do this. I dont know, but the dream was intense, like emtion wise, almost like the dreams I have were I wake up and scared as shit, but it was just a hella strong feeling, hella trippy. .... . . ..

And I had a scary ass Columbine dream. I started to write about it in another blog, but never got around to it. Basically I was running around columbine from the killers with megan hayes, until I was hiding under a table trapped, like the kid in the video. But the dream was so real, cause I had watched the camera recording, on you tube, and shit, its hella trippy watching kids freaking shoot people, but the dream was real cause I knew where I was going, and the school had the same layout in the video, like my mind remembered. EEEEee... And after that dream I had the worst time sleeping. Anyways... I have homework, I dont know. .. .
I miss you guys a lot.

So.. Have a good day / week

Guns, France, and Nightmares

Yesterday we started walking to Cécile's dads work, cause we happened to finish school early. I really liked walking with her, and alone, cause at school we dont see each other much, and it was good for us to just talk about shit.

She asked me if I had listed to the conversation she had with some of her friends in the hallway, I said no, so she started to explain. She was on the second or third floor of the school, was in the class of english, and sat next to the window. Across from the window there are apartments, and she said she said a window open and close, open and close. And then a few minutes later a guy stuck his arm out the window...with a revolver. She watched him pull the trigger, but shooting nothing, and by the time she told her friend next to her, the arm had gone back inside. They watched the window, and then saw two men laughing...kinda creepy. But she hadnt told her teacher... When she told me this I was hella freaked out, not only cause it could have been real but when you see something like that, you just dont go around telling your friends, and not someone impôrtant like a teacher, or someone who would take this serisouly. And besides, those appartments, and kids ((me and everyone else), walk past those appartments everday, and now im hella freaked out.

Besides that, she told her dad and sister at the dinner table, her sister is like 25 or something, and she just kinda joked about it. Dang, If I saw a gun, Id freaking run AWAY from the window, but her dad though it would be and OK idea to tell someone, so... she did this morning, and there gonna tell the principal about it. But anyways, I got hella pissed off that they were taking this as a joking matter, and I had a hella scary nightmare about it, the whole seeing the gun thing, and him killing people and shit, especially since I just did this huge as project on Columbine, and I am sure I do not want to be shot and killed in France. Or dont want anyone else getting freaking shot for that matter.

Okay, I have to do my homework now.
Miss you guys

Music..

I found this site, its pretty cool.. for like, finding quick music.

Maybe you can read, and like, listen to music at the same time! Its ingenous, im telling you. Anyways, I had a hella good new years and things are going pretty good, but basically I wrote about it in my journal, and now Im too lazy to actually type it on the comp. So, I hope everythings going well in california, and everyones doing well. I miss you guys