JTM

I need to get my head in the game. Shyt son.

This whole vacation... I just sorta wasted in a way. I thought I would at least attempt my homework, try and get ahead, and learn hella french. But seriously... I have spent the week and a half just sitting around, going shopping, hanging with friends, and not thinking about anything. (Let me tell you, it was heelllaaaa fun) Its kinda funny in a way... Jesse and I were sending emails back and forth, and he gave me some good advice; Im here in france for the culture and the language, its something I will remember. I took it a little too seriously, and now I've dug my self a litlle hole.

For my french class I think I had to memorize a poem or something. I mean, thats the only thing I really had to do... Okay, so heres my dillemma. Im thinking this is the only thing I needed to do during the vacation, and I couldnt even do it. But then I think, its like the stupidest thing ever, and my french teacher is...shit. Cause seriously, I already had to memorize two poems. So tomorrow I have french... and I am sooo not looking forward to it. Oh well. I really dont care.

Et maintenant, M. Vincent a dit c'est importante pour moi parler français. D'accord? Okay, that was weird... Ceciles dad just came over and was like you need to write french, yadda yadda. Right... Like seriously... No.

Anyways. Last night I had dinner at Anthony's, and then we chilled with some people at the foyer. And I got home around midnight, and then I slept till 11:30 this morning, and totally forgot that I was going to go running with Cécile. And then I took a shower, had lunch, and then played this game called "Jungle Speed". Its hella coooool. And afterwards me and cécile went to Anthonys, and layed around, and then cécile left.....and it was just me and Anthony, and we chilled hard core.

I soo do not want to go to school tomorrow. Its like... nooooo. . .. "The World is Coming to an End, and My Life is Spiriling Down a Black Abyss" okay, so its not true, cause im in france, but I think you get the point that its suppose to be extremely dramatic. So in a way this is the end, the end of vacation, and the start of something new. But not really.

Peace and Love,

And I miss my mommy : (